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A Favor from an Admin Please (An to negatively commentin posters, suck cock and die.)
Posted by Zilor on 04-20-2013 05:47 AM
Just wait for it, there is some exposition and ranting then a request, thank you.

Hey guys, it's been good, well it was at least, until I became happy, and I was no longer every ones ego boost. I write how I'm happy and So and So, one of the nicest people to me on here among a few, as well as a seemingly nice guy in general is a god damned cock faced cum guzzler cause he can't read what I said. The structure was explained, it's oddness, but if he is too illiterate to understand that without becoming an insulting cunt, not my issue. I'm sure he's a very averagely smart guy and reading is no problem, however So and So, I've been reading, writing, and talking at a level past college graduate since I was 6-7.
So perhaps, like the reason in the god damned message said, it was structured the way it was for that actual reason, by god who'd have thought the reason I explained it was oddly written was the same reason as what I wrote it to be, what a mother fucking puzzle.
Then this, "Chime in with all our depressing shit plague I had.", what in the fuck is that shit about? I've been on this forum for 10-12 years with horrid, hopeless feelings, chronic depression, and I write the most positive thing I have ever written here, a simplistic epiphany that allowed me to restructure my views because the basic idea snuck into my subconcious unexpectadly, changed my ideas of cause and affect and overcome 30 years of traumatic experience an multiple people decide it's a good place to bitch about how shitty there lives are.
Suffering is the hostile enviroment of your own personal evolution, stagnate, whine, give up, blame, be apathetic, cruel, sarcastic with ill intent, and even if you physically do not die, you're dead inside, like so and so so very, very clearly is. I decided after this epiphany snuck intomy mind unexpectadly, well decided means I had a choice actually, it changed my mentality in such a way I can't explain, but my life is amazing now. So much better than I'd ever hoped... I never actually did hope, I was just suicidal but scared, I'm just not now, among so much more.
It's fucking evolution, hostile things in life and outcomes is/are the catalyst for changes that allow an adaptive change for the better. IF you are not a whiny, beaten down, insulting needlessly, cock sucking little shit.
So and so especially as he felt the need to insult me. He So and So, if you are in a loveless marriage WORK TO MOTHER FUCKING FIX IT, don't bitch like some whiny cunt and give up. An seriously, referring you to your son as "a handicapped kid" after you've posted about him here for years and we all know his name... Sickening to me, purely fucking sickening. I'm sorry your handicapped kid didn't live up to your, regardless of his handicap, insane and controling expectations you lunatic.
You act so fucking intelligent so and so, yet your plans for your child, before he became a burden to you, were so overcompensating and screamed of vicarious living.
I mean SnS, for god's sake I found research studies on autism for you boy, I would find you things about it to cheer you up, my girlfriend unfortunately when we ironed out our issues said she could givea propper course of action without an hour or two alone with him to analyze his behavior extensively. Considering she has worked with violent, non-verbal, autistic children for 4 years now, I think that was nice of her. There was one thing I never shared, her comment after reading your posts "This fucker doesn't care or doesn't care to understand his son, I 'm not sure which. Either way, that kid needs real help."
Even though a great amount of difficult, painful, scary shit is happening in my life in a fucking tidal wave I don't hope into peoples positive threads and fucking piss on them in a childish, envious, bitchy little rage. What the fuck is your problem so and so.
I've been dealing with my Mom's attempted suicides, helping her work through it, helping my ex Amber through some stuff that is a bit awkward but fuck it, I want her to have a happy life, she's not mean, she deserves happiness. One of my newest friends has a very show chance of survival from ovarian cancer, a sick irony being all she wanted was kids, and her ovaries will probably kill her. My friend Jimmy has some serious issues, he was severely abused and has PTSD, he was kicked out of where he paid rent with a long time friend, I invited him to move in that month, which worked up well cause I have up my dream gaming haven/slightly office for my Dad who is also sick so he could be warm cause he's having among multiple issues a very difficult time with keeping his body temperature up aside just keeping his weight up, it's not cancer, they don't know, so I have something I waited 13+ years for my own gaming room, and I gave it away without hesitation or remourse cause it was something that would save anothers suffering, I couldn't stand thinking of him constantly freezing, I gave my father, a man I hate so much, the gaming/office I'd wanted for so much over a decade so he'd not freeze in one of our basement rooms. I redid one of the basement room for my buddy Jimmy to stay in. Jimmy is doing better in his life now than he has ever done before, his mother thanked me for SAVING HER SON AS SHE CRIED TO ME, before he came here he was a pot smoking, alcoholic, jobless, self mutilating, burning, borderline suicidal hopeless man. Now he's got a nice girlfriend and a so-so job, so-so for Jimmy is amazing, he's never done anything but give up and fall into drug addiction.
Point being, So and so and others who felt the best place to post their negative stuff was in my really oly solely happy thread in 10+ years in what appears as attempts to bring me down, lower my mood, and push me past breaking so they had a show to watch.
Some of you are nice people, some of you were, so and so, you were a wonderful guy, but you've changed to a lazy, heartless, apathetic little fucker who needs to grow some balls, find his dick, shut the fuck up, and instead of whining, fix his god damned problems. Accepting this are shit is stupid, I know it for a fact actually. So go fix it, moron.

Lastly, I wasnt my acount deleted completely, I have no need of this place considering it has degenerated into a self feed puddle of sickeningly cruel and uncaring people who have lost who they were in such a grievous was I'd pity them if they weren't such cock sucking assholes.

Oh, an last thing... DJ you fucking goofy little prick, my "play dates" as you mocked me for having worked out pretty fucking well, been quite a bit over a year we've been together, she's an amazing woman, and I'm moving out to Maryland in fall to live the next two years of her college education before we return to buffalo and I am given the house as my own, as we plan to start a family when shes 26-28, yeah it's a wait sure cause she just turned 20, but I'm okay with then you cartoon character, my play dates ended up with me in love with a woman who can not have enough of me and nearing 30 I can say in all honesty I fuck my sexy 20 year old girlfriend between 3-7 times a day, every day save when she's on her period, then she just sucks me off a lot, an that seems a good trade for waiting a little longer for kids than I wanted. Man DJ, you idiotic little cunt, you sure were right about her. God you know it all assholes sicken me, I never even bring this up but since my last sentence is what it is I amy as well.
Fuck you bi-polar assholes, helpful one second and cock suckers the next. You're old enough to not use anonymity as a barrier to be a prick you cowards, grow the FUCK up.
Next, so many of you act like you are so mother fucking smart. Without dealing with listing my college grades since I've started I'll just do the basic, instantly disregarded openly, but it'll stick anyway.
I have an IQ of 157, I've been in Mensa more of my life than I have not. So you self important wanna be geniuses can go and shut the fuck up. You wanna know what being a genius is like, if your not a pompous cock hole of one? Awesome. I mean you guys pretend to be genius cock holes for some reason, you're not fooling anyone.
I pay attention in class, I read the material, and that's it, I don't need to study for my fucking exams, I average test results from 90 to perfect, nothing less, since I started. So all you people who looked down on me, I had problems, I took care of them, TRY IT YOURSELF. As for all your fantasy geniuses, go and fuck yourselves, you wouldn't be able to have a fucking chance in hell of keeping up with me if I had any desire to be some know it all asshole like you all so crave to be and measure your dicks against each other about.
So long and thanks for nothing, aside Dimitri, you've always been a really, really cool guy to me, and to those of a neutral nature, this is not directed at you.
I do not want to even know scum like what so many of you have sadly become, it makes me sad, it makes me sick, and you're so apathetic to try and even fucking fix your god damned lives... Pathetic. Enjoy your life long misery and hell you worthless sacks of flesh, may you suffer like you tried to instill into my positive mood. You act like fucking cancers, trying to eat away at another persons good thing or mood because you're shit or your life is, but honestly your life is almost without fail because you are useless trash worth little more than future fertilizer.

Fuck off, every single asshole here, I gladly hope that for all the shitty ways you've treated me, others, and attempts of purpose to cause harm to others, that you suffer for life. what can I say, I'm vengeful and you people deserve it. *shrug* Go die.

Now, whatever admin may be handy, I'd prefer dimitri for sentimental reasons, but I don't mind I suppose, I want my account of Zilor absolutely deleted. IP block it, go all out, make it fucking non-existent.

I win you insulting, abusive, hateful, disgusting humans sacks of shit, because I'm not going to ever, in all of time return here. Last word fuckers, best part, you worthless insulting shits will feel every syllable as it resonates with truth you'll most assuredly openly deny in rage or whatever on here. You enjoy talking to no one who is here, later, dead grandmother pussy crusts.
Posted by so and so on 04-20-2013 09:33 AM
Um, sorry?
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Posted by VeeGee on 04-20-2013 11:56 AM
As that fucker Avathar used to say:

"meh."

Why this dramatic tantrum? It's like you've been here 10 years and haven't aged a day.
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Posted by Funderbunk on 04-20-2013 01:57 PM
Man, I'm not even done reading your last long winded whine. If you want people to get to your point then you should get to it first. So much filler!
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Posted by Sammy the Saint on 04-21-2013 12:32 AM
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Originally Posted by VeeGee
As that fucker Avathar used to say:

"meh."

Why this dramatic tantrum? It's like you've been here 10 years and haven't aged a day.

You always have had a way of making me laugh VeeGee. But that just makes me think that maybe none of us have changed much over the last ten or so years.

Now I don't know if I should laugh or cry, I think laughing is always so much more fun, so I'll go with that for now.
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Posted by Chaotica on 04-21-2013 04:00 AM
Well, at least Avathar has changed. He's teaching chemistry in high school now, and got engaged.

As for this, well, Zilor, why care so much and what did you expect? Zilor's sad/mad, everyone feel sorry for him, Zilor's happy, everybody else don't talk about your own problems anymore? How many posts do we get a day? Your thread wasn't hijacked, people just put their stuff there. I am thinking this might be a wise call - the internet is not your place.

For the record: you don't win, we don't feel guilty.

Edit: lol, look at this: "Location: Home, in my 5 bedroom, 2 bath, big mother fucking house my family built, little shits."
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Posted by so and so on 04-21-2013 05:26 AM
Look, if I sounded rude, I was just trying to sound light hearted, but the reality is, Zilor, with what you're saying and how it's coming out, you really sound unstable, and I'm worried.

I think you need someone you can talk with that can help you, and I'm not sure I'm it. I just feel helpless.

When I asked you to rewrite that last post, what I mean is I want you to try to focus and put out a clear, coherent statement. Usually you're pretty good at that, but just now, it seems like you're unravelling and it's scary.
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Posted by Funderbunk on 04-22-2013 04:30 AM
Quote:
Originally Posted by Chaotica
Edit: lol, look at this: "Location: Home, in my 5 bedroom, 2 bath, big mother fucking house my family built, little shits."

Inheritence =/= personal accomplishment.
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Posted by the12thman on 04-23-2013 04:47 PM
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Originally Posted by Funderbunk
Inheritence =/= personal accomplishment.

Shutup! YES IT DOES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I liked the "sex 3-7 times a day."
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Posted by Planet_Buster on 04-25-2013 12:46 PM
What the eff? I feel like I missed something. Oh well, I'll just count myself in the 'neutral people' that this isn't directed towards.
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Posted by jackdaw on 04-25-2013 03:32 PM
But... but I Love Zilor!!!
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Posted by Caj Darkmoon on 04-25-2013 04:02 PM
What the... I don't even...
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Posted by Funderbunk on 04-26-2013 03:54 AM
You didn't miss anything. Zilor posted something positive for a change and everyone responded with the same forumsx(r) brand of neutral apathy everyone responded to his negative stuff for and he flipped a lid. I'm not sure what he was expecting. *shrug*

I did enjoy the bit where the guy I most remember for his graphic descriptions of the poop noodle claims to be Mensa after arrogantly demanding that he wasn't his account deleted completely.
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Posted by so and so on 04-27-2013 11:51 AM
I just read up to the part where he didn't like who his cousin was marrying, or something like that. And with all the swearing it was obvious he was upset about it. I still haven't read up to where it supposedly becomes positive. Not sure I believe it either.
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"No ones life is that interesting unless it involves war, porn, or zombies." - Urin Bloodface
"Any country that owes their existence to the french doesn't deserve to be a country." - Love
"i only eat yogurt with a minimum ph of 4.5." - Pld
"I had my utensils removed last summer." - Kjell Thusaud
"Fuck reality, I prefer vodka." - Sammy
Posted by Funderbunk on 04-27-2013 02:23 PM
I don't know, he said it was positive. I didn't get past the first paragraph.
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Posted by TheMadMac on 04-28-2013 10:26 AM
Zilor, I put some thought into my last response to you. I'm not only college educated you condescending fuck but I'm gainfully employed which is tricky with your new Internet resume. My last response to you was "What to post on the Internet and what NOT to post on the Internet." I felt sorry for you because you were at a hard moment in your life and looking for help in all the wrong places.

You didn't ask to have your wild ravings deleted. I did.

Well that was the last favor I'm doing for you. You think we're all hopeless fucks? And you're starting with So and So, a friend of ours?

Well fuck you. Enjoy your wild Internet diatribes well into old age. I hope they come back to bite you.

Dear admins! Please do not delete anything this guy wrote. Don't do him any favors. We should change his password so he can't annoy us anymore or edit his postings. Fuck him.



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So and So, I explained this to Zilor last time he did this that if he needs medical attention that this is not the forum for it. We are not doctors and we are not qualified to help him. Any advice that he receives from us is ill advised and dangerous. Also, his cries for help will go unheard. Do not give him advice and do not feel sorry for him. He has been told multiple times that this is inappropriate and dangerous to HIS health to come here for any sort of help. We are not friends and we are not family. Often we are separated not only by distance but time. His needs need to be filled by medical professionals and we have no obligation to help with that.

We have a responsibility to tell these people that we will not help them and they should seek guidance somewhere else. It is not our job to cure the Internet's crazies. He can fuck right off if he thinks he deserves anything from us.

Frankly, I've been worried about this little situation before. If someone comes onto a forum and says some stupid shit like, "I'm going to kill myself unless someone talks to me." Legally, where do we stand with that if they get hurt? Do we have any responsibility to share Zilor's wild ravings with a medical professional?

No. We don't. We don't know Zilor. He's an anonymous kid and he could be coming from anywhere. We have no way of communicating with a professional around him to get him medical help or attention. He's been told that we will not respond to his cries for help here.
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Posted by Grom-Hellscream on 05-16-2013 09:57 PM
oh gosh.
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Posted by Grom-Hellscream on 06-01-2013 09:58 PM
also, can we keep this stickied? thanks.
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Posted by Funderbunk on 06-06-2013 07:36 AM
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Posted by Pellanor on 08-08-2013 02:22 PM
tl;dr
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Posted by Grom-Hellscream on 10-07-2013 12:30 AM
bump for sticky
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Posted by Dark Jester on 11-17-2013 12:49 AM
Saw text wall.

Thought of the fat ugly fishnet stocking girl he bragged about fucking only to be filled with shame and regret later.

Chuckles ensued.
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Posted by Zorax on 11-30-2013 04:34 PM
Yikes.

Edit: Just finished reading it. Made me sad and confused.

PS: So-and-so, I don't think you're dead inside.
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Posted by Funderbunk on 11-30-2013 05:00 PM
Your comment to so and so combined with your signature entertained me more than it should have.
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Posted by Zorax on 12-01-2013 02:07 PM
Glad it still packs a wallop!
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Posted by dimitri583 on 12-16-2013 11:18 PM
Quote:
Originally Posted by Zilor

So long and thanks for nothing, aside Dimitri, you've always been a really, really cool guy to me, and to those of a neutral nature, this is not directed at you.


I'm forever awesome and blameless in all conflict!



I'm like 8 months late in reading this post, and it seems that Zilor has been gone for just about as long, so as for his request to delete his posts I'm going to cite laziness and some sort of statute of limitations on administrative favors. Kind of bullshit for him to call people out the way he did, soandso especially. Soandso (or anyone for that matter), if you would like me to delete this thread in order to remove from the forum all this hateful language, let me know (email is best ) and it'll be gone in a moment's notice.

As for Zilor, wherever he may be, I hope he is well.
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Posted by Grom-Hellscream on 05-27-2014 12:56 PM
whenever i see this topic, i still laugh. if any part of this forum continues to survive, i hope its this.
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Posted by food on 07-07-2014 02:56 PM
I feel slightly better about my life now I feel like I could take on the whole empire myself.
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Posted by Bruce Campbell on 08-05-2014 10:50 AM
This post is like everything I've done since Army of Darkness.

Disappointing.
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Posted by Grom-Hellscream on 10-12-2018 07:19 PM
bump for 2018
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Posted by Sojourner on 11-14-2018 12:43 PM
I can get so many more posts in now that bumping is allowed.
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Posted by Chaotica on 11-17-2018 11:12 AM
Alternate
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Posted by Darkassasinr on 12-16-2018 03:05 PM
Some wall of text that is.
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